Fear of Ruffling People’s Feathers – 331

andrea-sonda--2Kca_ipKc8-unsplashI forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear starting conflict and ruffling feathers by my story to people who may react. I realize I want to share my story to inform and give as preventative measure (so people can learn) because I feel it is necessary.

I commit myself to realize that I may ruffle feathers and trigger people for speaking my truth or a truth that needs to be shown/revealed and that I should share it regardless especially if I know deep within me I must do it because if I don’t, I will compromise myself and feel it.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that sometimes feathers need to be ruffled for people to realize what happened and how their actions affected me, so that these actions can be brought to light and stopped, as long as I also admit my point of responsibility, especially if I participated and allowed the harmful outcome to happen.

I commit myself to realize that if something was truly in violation of me, my beliefs, and was in a way I know the other person wouldn’t like if it was done unto them, that I most certainty can speak up about it as long as I am stable and objective within it. I realize doing so will bring awareness to behaviors that harm both myself and the other and thus it can be harder for the behaviors to continue once they are out in the open.

I realize even bringing harmful behaviors out in the open/in the light does not guarantee people will change from them, but that it’s worth a shot instead of being quiet about it and possibly letting people run away from it. I also realize I can use the harmful behaviors I have seen and been involved and share it through this blog to bring more awareness of what is existent in this world and the practical solutions for it, so we can correct/change.

 

Additional Resources:

Destonians– Chat with people from all over the world walking the Desteni process

EQAFE.com – The Library of Existence – every question answered

Desteni.org – Research and investigation of human consciousness/human nature

DIP Lite – Free Self-Development Course

Desteni I Process – Life Skills & Self-Mastery Course

School of Ultimate Living – Life Creation through Words

Self-Forgiveness on Fear of Losing Your Project/Business – 328

anh-nguyen-v-NBXj3Yv5o-unsplashI forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when I become emotionally invested in a project/business, I also become emotionally attached and thus fear to lose it, which in time, I do. I realize from listening upon an EQAFE recording that the more you ‘love’ something/emotionally invest in to keep/have as your own, the emotion of fear of loss builds up in the background and if that’s not sorted/directed, you will over time, lose that which you ‘loved.’ I also realize love can only be tainted if fear of loss is in the background/behind the experience.

I commit myself to be mindful about what I become emotionally invested in, or become scared to lose, as I could slowly but surely create a situation in which I am about to or will lose the project/business.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that if I begin a business/project and continue to live and express within a starting point of fear (ie: it being taken me, stolen from me, etc) then my self and behavior will be driven by it, from a background ‘consciousness’ so to speak, and I will manifest for myself in physical reality what has been in the background, which I have been living from, which then confirms the fact I am the creator of my reality

I commit myself to stop having fears in the background within and towards any and every project/business I embark on, as any fear that is within me will influence how I act and will become, in which I will then create/manifest in some way or another

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be scared of even starting a business/project for fear of losing it and having to endure the emotional experience about/from it due to past experiences instead of realizing I can prevent such repeating patterns in my life by identifying the repeating living patterns that exist within me and change them in strict self-honesty to make sure my intent is pure and without any emotion of fear

I commit myself to utilize the past experiences of emotional turmoil of losing projects/businesses in my life because of fear, to drive me in creating a more pure starting point, free of fear

…to be continued

 

Additional Resources:

Destonians– Chat with people from all over the world walking the Desteni process

EQAFE.com – The Library of Existence – every question answered

Desteni.org – Research and investigation of human consciousness/human nature

DIP Lite – Free Self-Development Course

Desteni I Process – Life Skills & Self-Mastery Course

School of Ultimate Living – Life Creation through Words

Eradicating the Worst of Me – 323

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become frustrated when I see my former competitors still make success and money for themselves, as I secretly fear that they have or will be taking my place in terms of the area we both have competed in. I realize I have secretly competed against them to make sure I was at the top. Now since I have stopped playing that game, the drive to crush/replace/destroy needs to be corrected.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to crush, destroy, and annihilate my competitors so that I am on the only one in my field/on top and thus no threat is upon me, where I can breathe and just be me. I realize only in an Equal Money System could I truly rest and be at peace with my financial situation, and me, as my needs would be taken care of financially forever/my whole life, and thus there would be no fear of someone threatening to upstage me as my survival would already beset by an external force supporting me. And that I could just be me and whoever and however I express myself, I still have a secured survival.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take the anger, the righteous, and seemingly ‘power’ I experience in wanting to crush/destroy/annihilate my competitors and use that to create a better life for myself, and everyone involved by actually working on my mind in eradicating/destroying the worst of me that I see/hate in others and this world.

I commit myself to take the hatred, anger, righteousness, and feeling of power I have towards people and things in my world and turn it towards myself in eradicating/deleting/getting rid of the worst shit within me.

I commit myself to realize an Equal Money System can get started by me no longer serving the ‘survival of the fittest’ mindset of wanting to crush my competitors and instead strive to live for a better world where all are taken care of, financially for their well-being and just existing in this life.

I commit myself to explore what living for/as an Equal Money System truly is, and how to practically live that type of existence by eradicating the old programming/ways of myself and former generations that are evil/corrupt/screwed up.

 

Additional Resources:

Desteni.org – Research and investigation of human consciousness/human nature

EQAFE.com – The Library of Existence – extraordinary material

Destonians – Chat with people from all over the world walking the Desteni process

DIP Lite – Free Self-Development Course

Desteni I Process – Life Skills & Self-Mastery Course

School of Ultimate Living – Life Creation through Words

Self & Living – Fresh Insights into Self- Empowerment & Lifestyle Creation