Day 64: Postponing Responsibilities

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be lazy within my application of doing responsibilities.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disregard my responsibilities and that which needs to get done today by postponing them into the night to the point where I justify that I ‘can’t’ do them because ‘it’s too late’ and ‘I need to go to sleep.’

Therefore, I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I had deliberately created that pattern of postponing my responsibilities late into the night so I reach a point where it’s ‘too late’ meaning, it’s time for me to go to bed, when I clearly see I postponed my responsibilities late into the night so I don’t have to do them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the pattern of avoiding that which I need to do as my responsibilities until it is too late and I have to go to bed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to do my responsibilities instead of looking into the importance of doing them, such as the point of writing, where writing is where I see my programming and what I accept and allow so I can assist and support myself to re-direct and change who I am if I see that there is something that does not support me.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to make it clear within myself the importance of doing these responsibilities daily and what the outcome would be if I continue to do such responsibilities in how they support/benefit me and the Group of Life, for I see, realize and understand that doing a responsibility such as self-writing every day is what will assist and support me in self-realization and self-change in my Journey to Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to do my responsibilities and postpone them, instead of looking at the importance of for example writing, where with writing, when I write I am able to see who I am and also see how I have created who I am, and in knowing / seeing who I am now and how I have become who I am now – I have equally the opportunity and ability to see how I can change that / what I have become if what I have become and who I am now is bothering me and not what I would like to be and exist as.

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